' Letting go'....'Giving up'

I told myself it's okays...

I just didn't try hard enough....

Telling myself i can do better the next time...

But i realise nothing can be done...

I tried hard...real hard..

And it still turns out to be like this...

Can anyone tell me what else can i do....?

If this happened with other ppl, i wouldn't even give a damn...

But it's you that all i cared....

First unhappy post, Im gonna post this year....