I really want a break...

I am really super tired these few days...
And now i am falling ill...
Having fever for two days already...
I can't even have the time to rest...
And my tournament is just next week.
I really hate it...
It seems like everything is killing me...
I really tried to be very very happy...
But i just can't what can i do...

I am only concern about my character and don't give a damn to my reputation...
Believe her words or not i don't care
because reputation is only what you guys think of me
whereas character is what i really am..

I am too tired to think of anything already.
I just want to have a great sleep,
and once i wake up everything will be just right...