Cheryl here.

Just totally speechless about myself..
What you say may be just plainly words but why does it mean so much to me?
The more i tell myself not to think about you the more i can't.
Everything is not like the same as before anymore.
My heart sinks more deeper and deeper each day..
Slowly you became part and parcel of my life.
Smsing you everyday it's just like part of me already.
I can't stop.
Nothing can stop me.
How i wish i wasn't like this.
I am really afraid that i might bring my hopes up and end up with only disappointments...
It all started out with a little feeling, and it grew into a hope..
Damn myself!